Kasi Annapurna

30-07-2023. Wishing you many happy returns of the day is the common wish that anyone would wish. this birthday of yours is very special to us since our baby is within you and soon will be with us. I may not express my joy of having you in my life all the time. But you are resemblance of my mom. I consider you to be god sent wife. my mom today will be very happier to see us like this. We getting married and expecting a baby soon. i love you to the ladakh and back bangaram. We have many things common in both of us. 07-01-2024. Let me continue this. Today, we have Sriram with us sleeping beside us and trying to wake-up for every sudden, minute sound that we hesitatingly do. Life is unexpected and unidentifyable some times. We may not be able thank our blessings during the time we experience them but we do clearly remember our hardships inch by inch,date by date. Last two years of my life have gone like a dream that any to be married can dream-of. A very good marriage followed by job change brought in so many changes to my/our life. The high-pay, less peace of mind days have hit me atlast. Instead of making most of the newly married days, owing to cash crunch, credit loans and new job I kind of innoculated you, my wife Annapurna to either our house in chintal or to Ankura. I was not successful even to take you near-by kalyana tiruapthi on most prominent days. My good old childhood habits of doing pooja and sandhyavandanam have faded away now. The kasi who can not be peaceful/happy without doing pooja has got carried away with samsaram oka chadarangam. My social skills have come down yet my story delivering skills did not meet the team's expectations. Life has changed to an extent where I need to think before calling my most nearest people of what to talk when call is answered. My life is a mixed bag now. Responsibilities have come with express speed and I need to step-up with sheer discipline to set-up some good practises for myself and for our home so that our coming years will go atleast like a night time KCG-RPL express instead of day time SecBad-RPL passenger.